Hello everyone! I've decided to submit a new journal. I don't really do it as much any more because sometimes it feels like I don't have something useful to say and also nobody comments on my journals anyways. Not been doing much lately, just the usual. I have been talking to my boyfriend Chris a lot which I love, and he and I are working on a story together (Y) But he's really busy today as usual and didn't come back, but that's okay, I hope he's having fun. It's Sunday, hence the name, and I'm supposed to be reading my AP history. I got a good chunk done and answered the questions I had to answer. I think I actually did a better job this time. That's good; I need to do a little better in school. I hopefully have all As, but kind of just barely all As, grades are slipping a little and I can not let that happen because my grades are who I am. I'm really worried about my report card. I don't know.... things are just so different this year. With my mother being sick, I don't feel as secure. And I feel really bad for having all this self pity when SHE'S the one that deserves to have self pity, which she doesn't. I've got a pretty amazing mom. Mom, speak of which, isn't feeling well today and I'm worried about her. I'm helping out here and there which is great. I've been worried lately and a little grouchy, so I'm sorry for that, really I am.... one thing I need to do is start looking at my hobbies and passions and start enjoying them again, we all need something that we'll love to do no matter what, right? Something that nobody can take away? I definitely need that. You know what I've come to love? Math. Now, not Geometry. Geometry never did it for me, but I find algebra downright entertaining. It reminds me of the good old days in the 8th grade when everything was okay and I was happier and more innocent.... yup, those days. Hah. I'm having too much nostalgia. Any of you ever had that? Where you'll be thinking about an earlier time and how everything was better? But my opinion is to just keep moving, everything will be okay again. It's like civilizations, I guess. They fall and rise and fall and rise. It's the cycle of life. Well, I guess that's all, folks. Love you Chris!